Say it to someone

This is what happened when you said it to me, seemed my life suddenly stopped functioning while yours would keep going. Why did you do it? 3 years, 5 years, 10 years would pass and I'd still be wondering. Were you punishing me by telling me? Had it became too heavy for you that you had to pass it to someone, and who best deserved it but the one who caused the pain? Dropped it, one would say? Millions had tried, no one ever succeed. Why me?