Wow, you're 5

I didn't realise that you have already turned 5 in March. If you were my child, you would have grown so much. How time flies. I'm sorry I didn't come in as often anymore to tell you my life. I want you to know that you still mean a lot to me, it is just that I am so lost in this race. I just need to finish this race and ... what? I start a new one all over again. This life that is building me, I hope it heals me. To the house that built me, I miss you. Life was so much simpler back then. To the child that I never found, I'm sorry this is not the house that would build you. I know you'd be happy here, I hope you are happy elsewhere.